I’m fully convinced I am uglier than Hunchback of Notre Dame, like I must be a disgusting troll, because I am 24 now, never felt anyone’s lips (yup, never been kissed). Never been asked out on a date, never been able to hold anyone’s hand. Basically, I’m cooked.
I go to the gym almost everyday now for months, weight lifting and cardio, I only weigh 118 lb at 5’4, I am very shy and quiet, but when people chat me up I perk up and get bubbly, I’m very polite.
Sometimes I really wonder if it’s my nose, it looks really masculine any time I see photos of myself from the side, with a strong bump.
I can’t genuinely tell if I’m that ugly either, I’m gonna assume I must be, since nobody asks me out? Like I look good in selfies, I don’t filter them, I wear light makeup and I will look cute, but whenever someone takes a photo of me I think maybe I am a Quasimodo.
Any other girls just completely unwanted?
(In all fairness though I behave like a hermit, not just shy, but I don’t drink, don’t club, not in college).