When I’m alone, I don’t like most people, and would much rather live in my cocoon and just talk to the 2 people I talk to daily. But when I am around strangers, all of a sudden I change and try to make them like me ( people-pleasing ftw ) .
I really don’t understand this. How do I dislike people when I’m alone, but when I’m actually around them, I put them on a pedestal. And basically turn into a begging weeping “ please like me” banner.
I need serious advice on how to human, or i’ll just get weirder as time passes🥲