I have a friend which i wanted to cut her off for a long time, but at the same time i don’t want her to leave me, like when i am talking to her i feel comfortable, but when i am back home thinking of her, i feel stressed and drained. It’s like when i am at school, i want her to come chat and stay with me during break, but at the same time i am emotionally drained by her, i want to find other friends but i don’t want her to leave.
ps we were very close in a period of time, we were so close that people thought we were a couple. But later we had some fight, and i had this feeling since then. (we are both girls)