TLDR Me (32m) and my girlfriend (32) have been together for a few weeks and everything is going great. On a Monday we had sex and I had one extra condom that l left at her place.
Later that week on Friday when I asked her about the using the condom, it was no where to be found. She was freaking out and searching her entire room, but it never turned up.
I asked her if she cheated and used it with another guy, but she denied it and said she might of thrown it away. It was a bigger ordeal than I’m letting on, but long story short, she said she didn’t cheat. She hasn’t given any other indication of cheating, but I just can’t let this go.
Condoms just don’t disappear. Do you guys think she cheated? Can I get a rational answer. Or am I just overthinking this? I have considered breaking up with her just get my piece of mind back, but I feel I could throw something special away over something I can’t prove.