I have a legit fear that when I finally lose my virginity after 37 years of not even being kissed that I might have a serious mental issue that happens because it.
I’m afraid that when I reach the climax I might go into some sort of manic episode because of all the extreme emotions attached to finally having what I always dreamed about. It would be like some sort of fantasy that became real and I don’t know if I’d be able to contain myself. I can already see myself breaking down into tears because I’m so happy to finally have a girlfriend so what I’m worried about with the sex doesn’t seem too far fetched.
The other one is that when I reach the climax I have some sort of seizure or start hallucinating for the exact same reasons. The emotions would just be so overwhelming I’d just black out or something.
Does anyone else know if any of this is medically possible?