I just turned 19F. Im still a virgin, but generally uncomfortable with the idea of sex related things. I don’t know if it’s because I feel shame around it or something. It’s not because I hate my body. But as women doing things like dressing and lingerie and taking spicy pics. Recording my self masturbating etc etc. I see young women my age do it all the time but for some reason I can’t bring myself to do it.
It may have to do with the fact that I am still very dependent on my mom and I don’t want those things affecting the way she see me. It likely going to take for me moving out to fully embrace this aspect of womanhood.