I’ve been separated from my stbx, and haven’t had sex for more than 18 months.
I tried masterbating on multiple occasions, but it’s not working. I do nipple play, different vibrators, even tried watching porn, which only turned me off.
My stbx still wants sex, but I can’t bring myself to be with him, so I sometimes help him with my hand.
At times, especially right after my period, I feel that sexual passion/tension inside me, and still can’t pleasure myself.
Is that normal to not being able to masterbate, after being sexually active for 20 years?