So, my partner(25m) has told me(23f) recently that he feels like he’s never had a mind blowing sexual experience, he even said that he isn’t sure that he will ever have one, as he tried with many people, even with prostitutes, but never had that. He did say that the best he had was with me, and that it was amazing, but not what he had in mind. We have been together for around a year now, and he has helped me learn and improve myself a lot when it comes to sex. Though I wasn’t a virgin when I met him, I had sex less than 10 times before him, and I also never watched porn or had an intrest in anything sex related before him. He has helped me discover myself a lot, and we have had amazing progress, especially recently as we went a bit out of our comfort zone, him being a lot more domineering, starting to implement some more dirty talk and such. But I struggle as I don’t really have much knowledge outside of what he has taught me. And I want to learn more, but I don’t even know where to start. To be more exact, he has expressed the want for me to take charge, for example for me to get on top of him, cover his mouth and tell him to shut up and let me ride him or blow him, or something along those lines. But when I asked him to help me better understand how to do that he said that he wants me to just do it, “to be wild”, not for him to have to guide me. So where do I even start. I thought about watching porn for the first time, so that I can maybe get some ideas from there, but I don’t even really know what to look for, what to search. Any advice would be appreciated. Also books, if that’s a thing, would also be appreciated. I really wish to offer him that once in a lifetime experience, even if it is way out of my current comfort zone. Or at least slowly learn and begin implementing new things, by my initiative instead of his.