21 f here. I’m so attracted to this colleague of mine like i’ve never been before. I feel the need to scratch this itch whenever I’m around him, I literally can’t focus on what the teacher is saying. We always talk when we’re in class but don’t see each other outside of uni. Last time we had class together he did not sit next to me and I felt this pit in my stomach cause I love this feeling of arousal I get when I’m next to him and I hate it at the same time. Of course I can’t magically get him to like me. I would not want a relationship with him, I just feel this almost painful physical need. It’s never happened to me and I don’t know what to do. I’m sure people are around other people they’re attracted to all the time. How do you cope? I just need the man to kiss me at the very least 😫😫 ridiculous.