First, I would like to say that me and my wife (married for 6 years) are both introverts but my wife expresses her feelings more. I on the other hand only observe people’s actions and acts and talks when only needed, I rarely ever express my feelings, I only express my feelings when I can’t handle things anymore.
She cooks, she does the cleaning and she looks after the kids. I provide for our food, sometimes I cook for us, help her with chores and be there when the time to discipline the kids arises and most of the time I spend my time on the computer or exercising. We rarely talk to each other and when we do talk it is mostly about important things. Though we sometimes have sweet moments but is really rare. When I’m not using the computer my wife takes over and plays some games and I don’t have a problem with that but what bothers me is that she is more active in playing games with other people om discord. She talks to mostly men that I don’t know or recognize, and sometimes girls as well. She easily befriends men on the internet and talk with them for long times sometimes even overnight. This bothers me, while watching her I feel that she is more happy with them as she laughs often. You know that laugh where you feel like you are talking to someone you have a crush on or someone who you like flirting with? She changes her tone of voice to a more cute and a bit of sexy tone and she looks more radiant when she talks to them. I don’t know what I am seeing or feeling about her is real or it is just me but seeing hee like this towards other people is making me kind of sad. I feel like I am not enough for her. Maybe, I’m just being a bit over jealous. Sometimes, I think of just giving up on our relationship and just want to be alone. I don’t know what to do. I feel like crying sometimes but I just try to forget what I’m feeling and accept the situation that I am in so I would not cry.
I want to know what you guys think. I want to know what you would do if you were in my shoes.
Note: I just want to add. I don’t drink, don’t smoke and don’t talk to any other girls except for when they need ask me for something important.