I (29 F) and my fiancee (34 M) are getting married in two months. I have never had sex due to fear of penetration. I never even touched myself as i fear it will be painful. He always go down on me and I decided it is time for us to try penetration sec as he can’t orgasme without it. So we tried to have sex 5 times this week, and he ejaculated 3 times. But last night we tried to have sex twice and he could’t do it as he said I become too tight when he try to penetrate. Is there anything I can do to become relaxed? I thought he fully penetrated the first three times but he said he didn’t fully penetrated.