I have spent my whole life out here literally a virgin feeling super disconnected from everyone and everything. I feel I missed the boat… I am still a virgin, I’m 27, I’m a guy. I don’t know what I gotta do but maybe it’s much simpler than I’m making it, but I’m still unsure how to really make friends and meet people. I’ve been alone and lonely most of my life. I really crave to have sex, I crave to have that action and the older I get the more I wonder when or if it’ll happen, but it certainly won’t happen if I remain stuck in my apartment as I have for the past couple years. I’m trying to make changes in my life to really get “into my life” and not just watch time pass as the river of time feels that it’s flowing right by me. It’s just really difficult to be a 27 year old virgin with acne… I don’t like the look of my body, I have lower back pain and I gotta work on my physique and clearing up my acne which might help, maybe read a book or few on how to attract women, these things might boost my chances, but what would really do it is getting out there and straight up asking, maybe not so directly of course, but if you don’t ask it’s always a no, and I know that, I just don’t know where to meet people, legitimately, especially those I want to fuck. I really crave to explor my sexual fantasies and get blowjobs and live my life and have experiences, but I am so inexperienced and feel like I’ve missed out on so much of the fun that others just got to have or get to have with little to no problem. I don’t use online dating and when I have it hasn’t worked very well, and I keep hearing bad things about it, but it’s not completely off the table. I wish I had a wing person or someone to go to about concerns like this, to be able to talk about sex and fantasies and how to meet and have casual sex, but I haven’t had anyone to talk to about these things and they just circle in my head having me wonder… when is it gonna be my turn to have my fun and share such amazing experiences in sex and such.
Any advice and thoughts are helpful, thank you for reading, please be nice.