my “best friend” in college said i wasn’t allowed on the spring break trip with our group of friends. i know they are closer as they have been friends longer, but one guy in the group’s family has a vacation house and invited all our friends except me. i was more mad at my friend for not sticking up for me because she had implied for months he would probably invite us and that would be our spring break plans. we had a big talk about how it made me feel, my goal of the convo was to express i’ve been left out before by that group, this really hurt and she’s my best friend so i expected more of her. her goal was to express that they are a friend group and don’t have to invite me everywhere. she apologized saying she was sorry i felt sad, but never apologized for making me sad, and she didn’t understand why i was upset with her and not the other friends. so that really sucked.
the problem is the my friend and i are the same major at a small school so we have most of our classes together and work together. since spring break ended, she has tried to act normal and hang out as normal, but i still have really upset about the situation and the way she handled it. but i know i am never going to receive an apology.
at what point do i just let it go? up until this point she has been the best thing college has brought to me. we are planning to live together next year, but really i can’t see myself truly forgiving her and recovering the friendship since she doesn’t understand why i would be upset. any advice would be appreciated🥰