I’m so embarrassed. I’ve never done that before. My boyfriend was really worried and he wants me to go to a doctor but honestly I think I just held my breath a bit too much. I’m nervous to have sex again because I don’t want it to happen again. My bf wasn’t mean about it at all but I just can’t believe that happened I haven’t been able to look him in the eye without cringing and thinking about it. I wish it never happened omg. How am I gonna have sex ever again??