Hi I (20f) have recently started seeing a guy (24m) and he is a lot bigger than the guys I’ve been with previously. He likes to receive blowjobs every time we have sex but I always pee a little each time so I’m very embarrassed and apprehensive about giving one.
I pee beforehand every time because I know he would ask for one. This only happens when he forces me down all the way and I know this isn’t me squirting because I know that feeling and I have a feeling that isn’t it. I’m also not startled because even though he forces me down it’s not like he does it quickly; I can expect it and yet I still pee a little.
Edit: Basically I don’t know what’s wrong or if it’s normal. And if so how do I fix this? I just want to completely stop peeing I could use a towel but that doesn’t seem like a good permanent solution in my opinion.