Hey everyone!
So I’m 19m in college and I don’t even know what I want from posting this, maybe just venting.
It’s just very hard for me to click with someone and have really great connections. I have a lot of “friends” in college and we talk in classes and stuff but it’s very hard to find people who I genuinely want to hang out and have fun, or on the rare occasion that I click with someone, they already have a friend group or something like that and our friendship doesn’t really evolve past that. Besides that, I also have a problem when I’m in big groups. In that situations I just feel like there’s a lot of people talking and I don’t have anything interesting to add to the conversation or if I say something I’ll just be ignored.
I have some few great one on one friendships, guys that I truly adore, mostly at home, but they all have their social circles and life, which makes it hard for me to hangout with any of them all the time.
All this kills me on the inside, especially when I’m at home alone without anything to do. I just wanted a proper small group of true friends where I can just be 100% comfortable and hang out, chill at someone’s house, and have fun and have each other’s back when needed.
I don’t really hope for advices but if you have any or just want to share your experience, please do so!