I’ve lost the ability to talk with people. I have nothing going on in my life. I dropped out of high school last year because of a teacher. The teacher is a bitch. I hated her. She was an idiot. She would call me in the middle of classes and ask me personal questions like, Where do you live? I got nothing in my mind, so I’d just say yes. I was disinterested in talking with her. She didn’t stop there. She went on to find information about me through my friends, and then for so many weeks, she would ask stupid, more precise questions again. I was uncomfortable with it. She would ignore other classmates and focus on me. I feel stupid. I dropped out of school as it continued to happen. I was scared to be in the class. Now it has only increased the vulnerability I had been really oppressed by others in my childhood. I am totally fucked now. It’s the last year of high school. Technically I can still join the school after a year gap, but it only scares me. How’d my classmates see me as a loser returned and hasn’t progressed a bit? Two months ago my friends from school visited me. Yeah, they had forgotten about me completely, and I kinda broke down. I feel like an idiot. All I feel is hopelessness and never ending solitude.