I ( f16 ) just gave oral sex to a guy I am seeing for the first time. This is my first time ever doing it and I am having extreme anxiety about getting herpes . I am pretty sure he is clean but I just don’t know and I don’t feel comfortable asking him any questions about it or telling him how I feel, and I regret having sex with him. I didn’t really feel like giving him head but he pretty much pressured me into doing it and I felt bad saying no. I’m posting on here to see if anyone can give some advice or re assure me because I am freaking out right now and having really bad anxiety about contracting this std