I met him last Oct and he bought a ticket to come to see me this May….. and Im feeling so much pressure now. I have my works to focus and want my own time but he will spend 3 weeks with me. I told him im feeling so much pressure to take care of him and meet him and my time to be occupied by him. Right now stress is bigger than being excited. Is this a sign to break up..? He is not very attractive to me anymore but still hes the best person i can be with i think but i dont miss him that much… maybe I dont love him much? Im not sure