I want to please him.

I’ve been with my partner for 3 years. I love this man soooo much. I got on birth control right when we started having sex. So I had a Low libido, I thought that’s how I was always going to be till recently. I got off birth control in December, slowly I started to get more and more sexual which we both loved. I’ve recently been super in pleasing him. Like him moaning and just enjoying himself is enough for me . I have been giving him head almost every day for the past week. I fuck him almost every day too if not I’ll give him 2 bjs. I’ve slowly started to realize that I’m starting to have these urges and fantasies of just pleasing him all day. I want to either be fucking him or giving him head during showers,driving,watching a movie, if we’re out in public I wanna take him there …. I think I’m hyper sexual & I know that’s a bad thing that can slowly get out of control but I don’t want to tell him or a therapist. Also another fear if I give into wanting to always blow him or have a quickie but suddenly stop after talking to a doctor will he want to leave me ? I don’t know what suddenly switched but I don’t want to stop …