I know this is normal for a guy. Kind of.
But I really can’t stop thinking about it recently.
I already went to several medical appointments and exams and there aren’t issues, or so my doctor said.
I’m married. But my wife (28F) doesn’t want sex more than once a month. Every time we have sex I go down on her first and make sure she has at least an orgasm before we get to PIV.
But she doesn’t like me to masturbate. I do it secretly while I bathe, but even after 3 or 4 times per day, I still get horny very fast. No matter if I try to keep my mind on work or TV or whatever.
I’m losing my mind. I don’t watch porn, I usually use pics of my wife when I masturbate, or just do it without watching anything.
I’m starting to thinking on resorting to OF or a webcam service just for having my fix about sex. But I think that would be cheating and I don’t want to do this to her.
We have talked and she thinks i’m just a pervert and she just gets mad.
I don’t want to leave her. I don’t. But I don’t know what to do.
I’d rather find a way to kill my libido than leave her. She is perfect outside the sexual issues.
How do I kill my libido? Are there any drugs that could help without many secondary effects?