Not sure where i’m getting at but it’s just makes me question if i should be pursuing friendships if i’m like this: by this i mean i prefer not sharing personal stuff in our shared interests and i feel friendships require that and if not connection won’t grow. I just like to maintain my sense of individuality not in a narcissistic way but like not feel like im gonna lose it when i get closer to people. I’ve background of having no interest of my own and i just go along and stay interested in what others are doing and overtime i lost myself in those situations and relationships or friendships felt like enmeshed