Sorry for formatting but i am on my cellphone. Sorry for any capitalization and grammatical errors i simply am too frustrated and upset to care.
I (f19) have talked to him about it 3 times in the span of maybe 4-6 months.
I feel like i’m always finding more and more. He will hide it, temporarily delete it, BUT IT ALWAYS COMES BACK. He also has taken videos of me without my knowledge or consent. I am SO TIRED OF FEELING LIKE I AM UGLY AND UNDESIRABLE BECAUSE OF HIS INABILITY TO CONTROL HIMSELF.
Every single time we talk about it he makes up a lie on top of a lie and it always comes back up. The last time we talked about it because i was feeling particularly insecure (past relationships have NOT been good and this doesn’t help) he ran away from me just to delete and hide things.
I don’t understand why he doesn’t respect me. I try to do everything I can for him but he’s so insatiable when it comes to it.
Before anyone says anything, there is no evidence of cheating nor do i believe he would. it’s just the endless porn.
i need to know how do i bring this up AGAIN in a gentle way to get some sort of real answer?? should i just accept it and give up? i love him so so much but this is destroying my trust, confidence, and mentality.
tl:dr porn is RUINING MY RELATIONSHIP AND I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN PUT UP WITH IT 🙁