Long story short. I try to engage in small talk and be genuine, but every time I socialize it’s like a 50/50 shot of either hitting it off and vibing, or hitting it off for 30 minutes and then being annoying and ditched.
I have been told by a coworker who actually likes me that I can “run my mouth” but I guess idk what a “normal” amount of talking in a conversation is. I try to ask questions and stuff but if it feels like if I try to be interested in someone they want nothing to do with me