I think what is done is done… Seeing all these people with their extraordinary lives on Instagram brought my self esteem down by a lot. I’m starting to hate myself and my life to an unbearable degree. I deleted Instagram and it wasn’t enough. What i was not supposed to know was known. I feel like if i dont have the perfect life, whats the point of life anyway, if ur gonna live a mediocre life? I cant stand staying in my room anymore sitting alone, scrolling on social media, or doing anything alone anymore
I’ve been going consistently to the gym for 1 year and never have I ever, and Im not lying, felt like quitting, but now ,oh my surprise. I never felt lonely all my life despite having no friends, I was always confident in my skin, until the compound effect of social media on myself. I don’t know how to reverse this damage honestly, I feel very low right now, never felt like that before. Currently very disgusted with my life altho i know im exaggerating