I’m a 22 yo F and I’ve always struggled with social relations but since lockdown things have only gotten worse, i completely isolated myself and i literally have no one that i feel close to. A few days i go one my dear friends that i had pre-covid contacted me and I asked her to go out and have fun, somehow my whole group of friends that i had pre-covid went out with us too, we had so much fun. it was like nothing changed, they asked me if wanted to go out more with them, they were organising a bunch of social things and they invited me and they were generally really nice. My problem is girls are weird creatures and i can’t understand them neither. I don’t know if they were actually nice or just faking it. We are so different but at the same time we used to get so along, I consider them my best friends but i don’t know if its the same for them.
It’s weird for me to disappear 4 years and to randomly comeback like this. Maybe I’m overthinking. Not only in this context, but in all aspect of my social life I always think that people secretely hate me and everybody talks behind my back.