My girlfriend is amazing! She is super supportive of me and everything I do. She’s an incredible woman! We’ve been together 2 years, and it has been an unreal 2 years.
We met unexpectedly after giving up on dating and just settled on working on ourselves and our careers. I work in IT, she works in communications. Both of us are doing great with our careers and have a very healthy income.
She has the most kind and caring soul. She is absolutely gorgeous, a solid 10/10, and I am totally smitten and in love with her.
And yet I can’t help but shake the feeling that despite how perfect everything is between us and how great our lives are going, it’s not what I want.
It’s not like I want to go bed hopping or anything. I just don’t feel like I want to be in a relationship anymore and I don’t understand why. Nothing has happened that has made me feel like this. It’s just been brewing in the back of my head for the past few months and now I can’t even look at her without feeling incredibly guilty.
Given the fact I don’t feel like I want to be in a relationship with this incredible woman, I am totally aware that I am in the wrong. I just want to understand the WHY. Why do I feel this way?