Need help(21M), can’t forget a girl(29F) I just meet for 2 days, and have been 3 months since I meet her.
So, on January i found a girl on a roleplaying game (GTA5) and we starting dating inside the game, but, more sooner than later we started speaking trought discord(chat platform) and we started sexting pretty quickly, our relationship was more than anything just, sexting, photos etc, and I really liked her, she was so hot and beautiful, we both agreed that we were just having fun, but i think I started to feel something for her due to her romantic behavior with me, sending some texts and etc.
On February (14,15), I bought a ticket to her location, and we spent 2 days together in an hotel, everything went fantastic, we both agreed at the moment that, we had our greatest experiences together.
I came back to my home, and everything began to go horrible, on February 19th I got really sad due to a friend of mine passed away, and I began to text her more constantly seeking for her attention, thinking that her would help me to go through, at the beginning I didn’t told her what happened, I just asked her to talk, and she wasn’t willing to, so I told her what happened, and her answer was something like, she doesn’t has to carry with this and we only knew each other for 1 month, she started ghosting me at that point, got me really sad and obsessed with her :(.
Everything ended last month when she told me that she didn’t wanted to talk with me anymore, and that she is no going to fix this ever.
I don’t know what to do, Im sick of thinking about her, I’m sick of searching for her everywhere, and for trying to know what she’s doing with her life, I’m sick of erything related to her, but I can’t, get her out of my head, there is no day I don’t look if she is online, no day I don’t unlock her to see if has new ig followers… 3 months have passed and I only knew her for 1 month, I don’t really know how to go forward…