I (16f) would constantly feel like im not cool enough to be with surrounded cool people or when my friends and i just dont have the same definition of ‘cool’. I know i sound really ungrateful right now but i cant help it, dont get me wrong, i love my parents, my boyfriend n all my close friends but i have no one to go to parties to, get high with etc. Its not like i dont know anyone who lives that kind of life, im just not close to them and something tells me that i wont fit in, looking at them thru my screen just gives me major fomo.
Anyway im going to this event/party that everyone is going to and im really self reflecting right now. Part of me feels like im not appreciating what and who i have but part of me just wants to overcome the fomo. I really dont know how to feel.