I feel like sort giving up on the whole idea of dating, etc. It feels like everytime I put myself out there, someone has to berate me with comments such as “You’re ugly” or “Pathetic”, etc. I know I’m ugly, thank you for reminding me. But, you shouldn’t have wasted your breath saying the obvious shit I’ve heard through my whole life. Yeah, there is some good outcomes, but the most I get is a “Keep trying” or “You’ll find someone”, no.. no I won’t, been cheated on so much I could make a bestselling novel out of it. I would do long distance, but I’d like to find someone I can genuinely trust and someone who won’t hold judgment on me.