Making friends seems impossible. When I think I found my group, I just get disappointed over and over again. I used to get invited to outings with them but I got really busy so they stopped inviting me. Since then we have hung out but I always see some of them eating at the dining hall near my dorm, they live in other dorms that have their dining halls but they meet up at the one near me because I guess the food is better or something. I never get invited to eat with them, I got invited once and I couldn’t go, but I have eaten with them because we belonged to the same club at college. We used to have a group chat with a bunch of other people but they stopped responding so they made a new one but didn’t include me in it because I didn’t hang out with them when they asked (beause I was busy). Most of them don’t even go to the club anymore and I stopped going after they did. I feel like we hung out by coincidence or when I asked them if they wanted to hang out. Seeing all of them at the dining hall without me made me feel super sad. I am tired of trying to break out of my shell and make connections for them to only cease after a semester or a year. I am starting to think this is a me problem because I either do something dumb and emotionally immature or people just don’t like my personality because I either talk too much or I don’t talk at all. Should I try asking one of them to add me to the group chat as a way to see if they actually want me around? What should I do?