I (20F) find that most people i meet tend to dislike me. i am quite awkward and likely a bit socially anxious so this might influence things, but i really do think most people i meet dislike me.
even my friends will randomly decide they are sick of me and start ignoring me for a few days at a time then go back to normal. this has happened before at secondary school so i really think that there is just something repulsive about me that people can’t stand.
this has been affecting my mental state since i was like 14 and has not gone away. can you think of any people who make you feel like this? if so, what would you tell them to work on because i need to learn.
tl;dr: most of my friends get sick of me easily and i rarely get alone with new people i meet. what am i doing wrong?