Honestly. Ive been bullshitting myself for 2 years now. Getting threw the talking stage for a “I dont have the energy to keep this up with you” The latest time this happened it really got me emotionally. 3 months on texting for absolutely nothing. My meetup Ideas got denied with a “Its not about you its about the meetup itself” Its breaking me apart. Even going to the gym isnt really helping right now. Everyone is saying something different on how to fix this problem and Im starting to believe this “just be yourself” isnt enough. It just hurts.
Whats even the point for me to even try. At this point I just regret even developing feelings for anyone. Why would you even talk to someone for months just to friendzone them at the end?
What am I doing wrong? All I tried was getting into actually dating someone instead of texting all the time.