Ever since I was around 16 this has happened, I’m 23 now. I’m really quiet and quite awkward. Rumours were always spread about me, which were weird assumptions that made no sense, such as I made friends with other girls based on their looks. Even though I’d done nothing, I didn’t really have any friends as I was so quiet. Men have always shown me a lot of attention and been nice to me, but will switch on me when I don’t want to get romantic with them and some will join in with being nasty about me. I started doing modelling at 21 and have a solid group of friends, so I am not really looking to make more. But this is when it became really bad. When I meet people I feel as though they want to paint me as a bad person almost immediately. Some girls are not like this, I’ve realised they tend to be the more wholesome type. But I’ve dealt with it a lot, I’ve lost friends over this as they told me I was doing something wrong or was the problem if so many girls didn’t like me. Even though they agreed they couldn’t see what it was I was doing. It’s started to really impact my mental health as I stick out from the crowd when I go somewhere, so I feel open to this type of abuse. It’s exhausting, I’ve even tried therapy and the therapist couldn’t offer me many suggestions to improve. Why do I always get bullied by other women? I’m at a total loss.