I always get depressed or sad whenever I see people outgoing having charismatic behaviour leading everything good at communicating express their feelings in such an organised way whereas I’m just an average guy doing normal things barely doing anything and to be very honest I hate this. I also like getting attention and make an aura that makes an image of me more likeable. I don’t know how many of you can relate to this but have ever feel like you’re being left out in every aspect of life. I’m a student in college right now and but I’m struggling a bit to improve myself in studies and I can’t even do better in verbal so it’s a lose lose situation for me. I can’t even really express what exact am I feeling right now. But really I want to start living my life where I am the person I like too but there are a couple of things that are holding me back such as my shyness, lack of communication skills and my attitude to life.