okay so kinda of a vent but advice but any time i ask my friend if im annoying or weird etc.. they just kinda tell me they love me for who i am and love my personality.
i know that majority of people think i’m annoying, i really try my best to shut my mouth and be less weird. I have always been incredibly talkative no matter how much i try to keep the words and thoughts in. they just spew out before i can process im talking. I also have always been a bit childish not emotionally but i ride around my college campus on a scooter when it’s nice out cause it brings me joy. I dress in bright fun colors. I have never lost my child like joy of picking dandelions or stopping to grab a sticker etc. Every time i talk to people they look at me like i have 3 heads or just nervous giggle and try to leave the conversation. i really don’t know what i wrong or how i annoy people i just kind of exist.I have always been told im too much and i get im a little silly but i think im nice to be around and im kind. I just feel like i burden i just want it to stop and be seen as normal or at least palatable.