I (21F) have always enjoyed and loved having sex, but it was something I could definitely survive without and go weeks or even months without thinking about it. That was until I met a man a few months ago who was amazing in every single aspect in bed. Our kinks aligned perfectly and the sex was mind blowing. He was very experienced and knew exactly what he was doing,he was very kinky yet very passionate, his body was so HOT, the dirty talk was unreal, and the list could go on honestly because I can’t even begin to describe how good it was. We would even sometimes spend the whole day just going for rounds and/or exploring each other’s bodies.
We suddenly stopped talking out of nowhere a few months ago and now I’m just stuck being horny 24/7 thinking about our sex. I would even masturbate almost everyday just thinking about it. I really want to move on and get over it but I don’t know how to. I tried meeting new people and going on dates but I was never really interested in them so I wouldn’t sleep with them of course. It’s been months and I really just want to accept that yes the sex was amazing but it’s over now, but I really don’t know how to. And I know this is stupid since im still very young but I also sometimes worry I will never find amazing sex like this again.