So I’ve met this very shy girl two years ago in college, we’ve only had a couple of conversations irl then covid came and lockdown started. so we carried on to texting and knowing each other. afterwards i kinda was moving on a faster pace than her and that might’ve scared her away so we stopped talking but she never said anything so i moved on from her and started grinding and focusing on myself.
now two years later, i received an after midnight text from her last week and we’ve been texting since then.
she opened up about how hard it is to find someone who genuinely care about you and how rare real love is to find and all that. and she gave me some hints that she wants me and she was such an idiot back then and couldn’t know what to say or how to deal with that situation.
again this is a very shy girl sometimes she even fails to set words together to fully express her mind so i do believe that part she told me.
now i really like this girl she has everything i could ask for in a partner. so i asked her out on a movie date and she said yes with no hesitation what so ever.
The date is next week. this will be our first time officially meeting in real life and spending decent time with each other. and I’m kinda afraid that it might not turn well and i will be the rejected side twice which will make me look like an absolute moron.
So my questions are, should i cancel and let her pursue me more since she’s the one who kinda left and now she came back ?
And is this even worth it ? does her coming back mean that i was a second option? or is there really a chance that she was too shy to handle me back then but two years to figure that out seems a lot of time i guess?