All my life I was thriving to get some meaningful solitude and not be bothered by anyone till I want to be .
Now I’m all on my own, no one around me. No one’s ears to my mouth. No one’s texts to my eyes.
Is this the solitude I craved for or the loneliness which I’ll pay for now because of my self oriented personality with some perks of narcissism?
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It’s so hard to experience loneliness (like when no one reaches out to see if we exist kind of thing) when seeking a need for the peaceful feeling of solitude. It’s soo confusing when they look the same but feels soo different..
I’m sorry if there’s anyone that’s made you feel like it’s selfish to need space to your own. I don’t know your story but feel like there’s always a valid need to want peace and solitude to yourself.