I’ve never enjoyed giving men head even if I want to to please my partner. I’ve given head to a variety of penises in all stages of clean and not so clean. Cut or not cut but the result is the same….I really dislike it. But! I want very much to change that, I see others enjoying it and I honestly cannot understand it. It’s great that whoever I am giving it to is enjoying it but I want to enjoy giving it too.
My main issue with it seems to be that both pecum and cum instantly turn my stomach and make me gag. It’s the taste AND the texture and it’s not just penises that I have this issue with either, it extends to any food with that texture like raw oysters, seeing a kid with a super snotty nose or even seeing spit on the road 🤢 Sometimes even kissing if his saliva is thick. Then if you add the pungent smell that’s often there, it tips me straight into hating every min but desperately trying not to let my partner see that and wanting him to love it. Now I know, I am not doing my best, how can I when i feel so grossed out?? How on earth do I change this? Any advice from those who have had success learning to like it?