I’m extremely introverted person you can ever imagine. No matter what I try, smiling to much, being to friendly, asking others questions and stepping out of my comfort zone as others have suggested to get a social life, nobody ever seems to connect with me. I feel alienated and I never feel comfortable infront of anyone. Initially people talk but then it turns into nothing. I just started uni and I talked at every opportunity I could get but nobody, not even single person contacted me or got close to me. It is not only in uni but in school and in my family relative too. I can’t seem to make a good bond with anyone and I don’t know how. I just try being my best and friendly but it turns awkward so much that the next time the person doesn’t even wanna look at me and I feel exhausted after the interaction. I see everyday how people make friends so effortlessly and I sit all day at home just wondering. I have given up at this point. Its so bad that only a miracle can save this. I know people will try to comfort that they also experienced the same but I want to know has anything ever worked out, any strategies on their real life experiences, or am I doing something terribly wrong? After all I tried all my life, then I must not belong to this world. I’m an alien to people.

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