Damn it! I can’t freely talk freely with someone you’ve known for 11 years and 4 years. People tried, but I kept hanging up. As if I would be ashamed if I just kept silent, not knowing what to say, or for not hearing a speech, a manifestation of emotions that parents can hear. In general, there are a lot of reasons. At the same time, I feel that our communication is becoming less close, that I have known a person for 11 years, now it is worse than a common Internet acquaintance for 2 years. And with the second person, I want to ask the question, are we friends at all? Previously, we talked mainly about a certain topic, which she tried not to be particularly interested in anymore. We understand that there is something to talk about, with any person in principle. But only understanding. She also called me more than once via discord, on the phone, but did not have the strength to answer. My actions have provoked distancing in my eyes, and how sad it is:( + At the moment, I don’t feel like the person they liked talking to..Because of perception, and the peculiarities of the state in the mental plane. There is a plan for a live meeting, my move to a more comfortable place to live, but after moving, will I be able to be myself with them?..Feel comfortable?