I recently got married.it was a love marriage . We were engaged for 8months after he proposed me and we only knew each other for one month before he proposing me . After marriage i understood that he was cheating on me while we were engaged and i couldn’t handle it . I asked him the reason.All he did was crying and begging for me. So I thought of giving him one last chance.he have changed but now its me .his phone is always open .evening we were engaged it was but i never checked it because i trusted him so much. Always thought he was such innocent guy i have ever met. But everything got destroyed after just 7days of my marriage. I saw some notification of some random lady . After that i saw all their chat. Then i saw many other ladies chats . It was something I can’t handle. But still I forgiven and gave him one last chance. He begged me and said he wouldn’t do it again .he stay true and will take care of me .at that point of time .i all i did was cry along with him .even after 3 months , I can’t heal from it.he have changed .but I don’t trust him anymore. Even if he changed from his past mistake. He was not the guy i loved in the beginning of the relationship.he doesn’t appreciate my worth or values my feelings. He always mock me in front of my family or friends.he act as if he know everything. He blames me for small things. And when i feel sad comes to pamper me . He keep quiet when something isn’t right. It’s really hard for me to be in this place. I haven’t healed. He tells me i am still there. And I haven’t moved on. Its a big confusion for me. I am confused if he still love me. Or he is just living his life with me. Please give a advice on this