Just needed to vent
33M here. Never been in any relationship for the first 30 years of my life. I’m introvert and the type of person who enjoys being by myself.
All of a sudden, I fell in love. Been married 2 years now knowing marriage is more than love, that it’s about communication, compromises etc. I didn’t have to do these for 30 years living by myself. But I said to myself if I really love someone, I could work on the communication and the compromise or the whole giving a 100% of my efforts to my marriage and so on. I was wrong.
Add to these financial problems, not having any friend circles because I live in a small town thousands of miles away from home (in a different country), I FEEL MISERABLE.
But hey, I’m not the only one in a similar situation. There are also many others in far worse situations than I am so I keep going. Or someday I will break.