Well I guess I should start off by saying me and my guy best friend (18) have been friends before middle school and were both almost gardguating high school, I’m not rushing things but I’ve always felt some feelings towards him, recently we’ve been closer than usual and more affectionate. He got out of a relationship a few weeks ago that only lasted about 3 months, recently he said he’s looking for a fwb because he doesn’t want to do relationships anymore. I invited him to a party that’s in a few weeks because I didn’t want to go alone and he said he’d come with because he didn’t want me to be alone at a party where I knew no one, I don’t know if I read too much into that because he is protective but I have no clue of that meant something, he said we could share a bed that night because he wants to make sure no one tried taking advantage of me (we plan on getting wasted). I don’t know if I’m being selfish or a horrible person but I plan on making a move while im drunk/tipsy to see if he reciprocates and if he does I want to ask him to take my viginity, I’m very confused as to where he is in our friendship so I don’t even know if I want to make a move because what if I fuck it up a flush a great friendship down a drain? is there a way I can find out if he’d be interested in me like that?