Folks i (23M) i have a crush, and that’s an euphemism, for a coworker (19F) i knew recently.
She in a very gentle way dumped me (“Oh i don’t want to enter in a relationship nowadays”, “Oh this month i have some birthdays”). Nevertheless the smart guy here still get’s numb imagining fanfics, making poems, and etc.
She’s like an angel, big time. Her face, voice, hands, tiny shoes, small stature, calm personality…etc. And get’s worse because somehow we have deep conversations about job, life, even after i spilled the beans, when talking about relationships -Oh, you don’t need to feel that way, you are attractive…
How to get rid of this amazing and numbing feeling ?