I'm 31 and female. Haven't been on a date, held hands, or been kissed. I've tried being flirty and asking guys out when younger but no luck. Now as I'm older, men lead me on and only respond when I'm sexual via text. It's like they can smell the desperation and patheticness.
The problem is that I love romance and my mind is sorta of stuck at a 14 year old listening to Taylor Swift's Fearless…I want someone to meet me in the pouring rain, kiss me on the sidewalk, take away the pain lol.
Problem is I don't have the looks (my weight has flucutated from 265 lb to 115 lb and I have a lot of loose skin plus have chronic condotions)or social capital. I suspect sometimes that I'm on the spectrum.
Welp, again I love romance lol. Any advice would be appreciated, thank you.