I broke up with this girl and disappeared from her life completely. I couldn’t take it anymore and i was in pain all the time. She tried to make me feel guilty and i wrote her that i needed to make myself feel better and she was making me feel miserable. After 2 months i blocked her on social media because i couldn’t take to see our photos etc
We spoke some days ago and she told me that she slit her wrist when i wrote her that message and then she went into a clinic. She told me that when she noticed that i had blocked her on socials and whatsapp she had a psychotic breakdown and she had to be sedated.
You might be wondering, why did you even decide to speak again with her?
We have tickets for a taylor swfit concert and we’ll be seated next to each other so to keep things civil and enjoy the experience we decided to speak again.
She was so different, she now has a treatment and she is fully committed to it….the relationship with her parents is better than ever, she’s even capable of being alone and not feeling bad about it.
All my friends are telling me that i’m not responsible for her actions, that it’s not my fault that she tried to commit ****** and everything else. But knowing all of this i’m having a real hard time living with myself
Also when we spoke, even after all these horrible things we were able to laugh and be chill, sharing what we did in all these months and speaking about past jokes and stuff like that
We even said that we were both feeling like we were back in the good old days for a bit….but you know, some many other very bad things happened and it is impossible to ignore them or even consider hangin out
I wish things were different so bad right now……
any useful thoughts to help me through this?