Ill try be quick with this-
Thought i was a lesbian til a year ago, now have my first boyfriend, lost virginity to him 1 month ago, we’ve had sex 3 times and i havent felt anything its just been painful- only part ive felt was fingering (only rubbing, dont feel anything inside) he sent me wanking videos and i was kind of just grossed out by it, have had a low libido ever since losing my virginity.
Idk if its just because its been painful so far, dicks kinda gross me out.. idk what im supposed to be feeling when he sent me that video and i feel bad for him.