an odd request, I know. maybe its because I'm a teenager, but I feel like my peers are just not that emotional, or excited about a lot of things. they're nonchalant. I feel like I pay too much attention to the little things like pretty skies or meeting a customer from a faraway city. I actually like going to school and working at my job. I'm too whimsical, I guess.
its like I romanticize my life too much. I feel things too much. its kind of a dumb thing to complain about but I genuinely feel like the "weird girl" among my peers because of this. it makes me feel too mature yet childish at the same time.
how do I show less excitement? how do I seem like I don't care much?